Thinking of Updating....

I was thinking of updating this morning, but never did... I think it's because I don't really have all that much to say. Or the fact that I really don't feel like doing it. So I'm updating about how I really don't feel like updating right now.

Stolen from M.

It's so very true....

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

I make less money....

Yes I am still amonge the working poor. Over the last two days the goverment has managed to rip me off by $263.72 per year.... I now make $4.52 less per pay, and because I make over $30,600 they reduced my GST credit by a good $30 - wow... doesn't seem like all that much but for me it's a big deal. I feeling very screwed over. I just don't have any luck when it comes to money. :-(

I made it up....

in time to take the dog out for a walk this morning. First time in weeks, I've just been so exhusted all the time and just can not wake up at my usual 6:30am. But, today I managed to get up and feel somewhat human, more awake then I have in weeks. Though when I came into work I had people asking if I was tired, and telling me that I looked tired... god what must I have looked like for the last couple of weeks then - Zombie Colette - I wonder if last nights good sleep had to do with that beer I had.... mmmmmm I will have to do some more research on this thing called beer.

Update

Let's see... I talked to the head huncho of the Fines and Returns department from U of T - he decided to remove the $50 overdue fee but then proceeded to tell me that I was going to owe $150 for a book I claimed to have returned in 2003. I really love how they inform people of this sort of thing. I figured it was all sorted out because I had not heard from them, but no..... He kept trying to tell me that it showed on my.Libarary account... no no it does not and never has... have the screen shots to prove it. So not too happy about that... and he hasn't called me back with another update... so I'll have to call him again. There has to be a point to all this... if anyone has any idea what it might be, besides to just fucking piss me off, let me know.

Friday night was spent hanging out with Murphy, nothing really to write home about. Saturday started out great, Murphy and I spent a relaxing hour and a half at the PARK. Just sitting in the sun, well Murphy sat in the shade, tossing the ball every once in a while. It was nice. But by 2pm I was an emotional wreck... barely made it through Murphy's afternoon walk... had to hold back tears for most of it. I hate how that sort of thing can sneak up on you like that. So the rest of Saturday was a complete write off. I slept for a couple hours and then just hung out on the couch. By Sunday morning I had recovered and was out to meet Laura for a stroll through the Outdoor Art show and a yummy brunch. Before having my arm twisted to join her for the World Cup final. So off we went. Started at Hoops for the first half and then went to meet Darcy at an other place as there was no way that he was going to get in at Hoops. Meet some nice new friends, tried to drown our sorrow as France went down to Italy in a shootout... quel horreur... Then I was lured by free beer to an after game party, but I tried to be good and stumbled home by 10 pm. Poor Murphy was beside himself... Monday was evil. Good thing I drank 2 bottles of water before going to work, I managed to get around the headache that was brewing. Yesterday was a normal Tuesday, work, walk the dog and meeting Laura for belly dancing.

Otherwise it's been a pretty non-eventful kinda week. I have had no motivation to do anything, and have pretty much none nothing... the sleep problem is continuing to cause havoc... hopefully in Aug. when I see the Dr. we'll be able to find a solution.

Sometimes I can be so Dense....

So here I have been panicing about the fact that my family Dr. decided to shut down his practice and that I haven't had a family Dr. since the beginning of May. I have been trying to find a new Dr. and it has been hell. So today while surfing the Ontario College of Physicians, what do I see... Dr's at the University of Toronto Student Health Centre... DUH.... I'm a student at the U of T.... hey wait... that means I can go there and they offer full services and have appointments in the evening. I was able to get a female Dr. and an evening appointment, and I don't even have to wait that long. I have an appointment on Aug. 2 at 5:45pm. If I wasn't so picky I could have been in even earlier. Panicing has now stopped. : )